.countOnMe.

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

.ofMyBelatedRayawish.

I wanted to do this on the first day of Syawal.
That, obviously didn't happen.
But then again, we Malaysians do it for a whole month right?
I may be the Raya grinch but I would never NOT wish you.

Here goes.

I would like to wish you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
I hope that you've been having a good Syawal from day one.
I pray that you've been surrounded with love, affection, and happiness.

I would also like to seek for your forgiveness.
Please do find it in your heart to forgive me.
No matter how hard it is. Do try.
Forgive me for anything hurtful, any harm that I've caused.
You know I don't intentionally hurt anyone I truly care about.
Forgive me for my broken promises.
For any heartache. Headache. Horrible migraine I may have triggered.
I could not ask for anything more but forgiveness from you.

It's okay if you don't wish me.
Or if you don't seek my forgiveness.
You really don't need to.

Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf Zahir Batin.

Love always, always xx

.ofRayaEve.

It's Raya eve yet again.
Funny how a year has passed.
I still have it fresh in my memory how crappy I was feeling the last time.
Fresh. Like it was only a week ago.
Guess nothing much has changed.
Except perhaps, this time, I'm home alone.
Oh yeah, my hair's short too.
I'll do my Raya wishes tomorrow.
I really don't have the energy and mood for it right now.
I just wanna pop my fav pills and pass out.
Nite nite.
You know I love you xx