and so I wait

Im really so terrible at waiting. I cant wait. I dont hv much patience to wait. Then again, it seems like, thats all I keep having to do nowadays. Wait. I hv to wait for everything. and I hate waiting. Truly and utterly hate it. and you know what's even worse? When you patiently spend your time waiting, and in the end you get disappointed that you dont get what you've been patiently waiting for, or that it falls short of your expectation. I dunno about you people but while I wait, my expectations are slowly built. So why wait? Is there really something good at the end of the tunnel? How sure are you that you wont get disappointed repeatedly? I guess patience is key? Yes? You just have to (again) wait, and see if you'd get disappointed or not? Bleeurghhhh... whatever.