sadness comes

Listening to a mother succumbing to sadness, crying over the phone, troubled by all the her worries, and having no one to talk to, and you feeling like there's nothing in the world you can possibly do to make all her sadness disappears, is definitely the lowest of lows in a daughter's life. Even more so when the mother is the one pillar in your life you've clung on to over the years, and the one person you've never failed to look up to.

I really dont wanna be here right now...