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so i was looking at my blog. n i thot like, wow my blog is definitely not fun anymore. and so im planning to make it fun again for me to read when im bored. yes, im THAAAT sad. I read my own blog when im bored. haha. n by fun, i dont mean like, 'oh yay! wooptedoo fun', but more like, 'thank god this is nothing like the usual depressing crap' fun.and noooowww, because Im bored, Im gonna once again, ramble incessantly, aimlessly, and whatever -ly lagi. so brace urself for some crazy shit y'all.

ok i dunno why, but i totally love saying y'all to myself. like, seriously, say it with me: y'all Y'ALL Y'ALL. once again: Y'ALLLL! i dont usually speak like that of course, but saying it to myself is fun. Y'all. ok. stop now. y'all. *pffbbtt* last nite when i was watching The Bachelor Rome (yknow the one where the prince gets to pick one girl out of the many money/fame hungry chicks to propose to, not that i hv anything against that cos id definitely join if im being offered. heh), oh wait, was it last nite? oh noo.. it was on monday. so yeah. on monday, while i was watching the show, this group of American girls were trying to teach this one sesat Italian girl on the show how to say stuff. so obvi, they taught her how to say y'all. it was fun to see the Italian girl said it. she also learned how to say awesome and right on. typical. fun though. u know what i think? i think that the first thing u hv to learn fr a diff language is totally the swear words. like duh! kasi banyak sikit ur vocab kan so u can swear more? n also, if u somehow got urself in that country, ull know if someone is dissing u! righhttt onnn! i think im so smart. ngeh.

now that im on the topic of language, last nite I called Pods and Petals(they hv niiiceeee stuff ok!) to place a delivery order for my mom's bday. I didnt want to do it online cos it's totally last minute and im scared it wud get lost in the system n my dearest mama wont get her cake on time. yessss, im still on the topic of language! wait. so yeahla.. called them n talked to this girl. n she punyalah terketar-ketar mau cakap in english, i had to make life easier for her by ordering in Malay and from then on she totally spoke to me in Malay especially after i told her my name. No, i hv no problem with her talking in Malay. talk talk. but it was so funny hearing myself say "Saya mau kek yg kotak dia Seventh Heaven dengan perisa chocolate ricotta cheese tu. ada ke? sempat untuk sampai pada 12 haribulan sebelum pukul 5?" like, seriously, kotak seventh heaven? perisa? PERISA??!?!?! hahaha. seriously. i can talk in malay dgn rockingnye just like every other normal malay person in KL. but to actually speak in a proper manner while dealing with someone other than my crazy friends and family and some teachers, adalah amat kelakar ok. not that i cant, mmg boleh, but perhaps i dont get to do that often so when I do, it just sounds funny. Perisa. hehe. how proper. awesome. reminds me of the time I said air perisa pepsi.

now that im kinda on food, im so happy that Im not puasa-ing (*ahem*that time of the month*ahem*). Harharhar. yes, i know... id totally hv to ganti every single one of them days, but oh well, that, my dear friends, I shall think abt later. in the meantime, im happily munching on this lovely milky way bar of mine. puasa is supposed to get easier after a while, but mak aihhh.. it totally hasnt been that way. everyday roughly around noon, my tummy wud happily be karaoke-ing away. it's SUPPOSED to get easier!!!!! oh well, already in the 3rd week. wont be too long now. I remember how I used to not puasa when I was working with britishindia, and id go get my daily fix of starbucks ice choc. n of course, nobody said anything to me, so that made it so much easier for me. until one day this dude asked me which part of sabah am i from. n i was like, eh sabah? turns out the guys there thought i was some non-muslim sabahan from the way i sounded and looked. i swear to god i didnt put on any funky accent. like, i dont even know how sabahans sound like! weird. but yeah. that worked well for me since i was able to freely get my drinks.

today has been cold. it's annoying. i hate cold weather, i really do. but if it's snowing, at least it's a little bit fun. but it's not cos it's not yet winter. fall sucks. so grey. so depressing. n when it rains, it's deathly. whatever. suck it up. i totally walked to work in my flip flops cos at noon tadi it wasnt that cold. but now apparently the temp dropped gila n my friends said it's uber cold outside. just great. now i hv to walk back in the cold in my flip flops. but u know what's weird? my toes dont really get cold that easily. basically the bottom half of my body. i mean, like, yeah, it's cold la kan, but it definitely wont be as horribly cold as my upper part of the body. like, when it's cold, i must wear jackets la (duh kan?) but i can totally wear short skirts with it. seriously. i find it weird cos i assume my upper part shud hv more fat to keep myself warm but like, eh? why kakinya tak sejuk sangat?

talking abt clothes, im sooooo seriously proud of myself. i've been crazy good during this bulan puasa. totally proper and sopan n what not. seriously. no sleeveless!!! ok maybe there were a few short skirt days but still. and yes, i knoww.. tudung... but heck, tu wait laa.. but yeah, been so good. yay me!

oh i only hv an hr left. today has been surprisingly fast i dunno why. usually, mondays n wednesdays wud totally practically craaaaaaawwwwll its way till night time. but now i hv only an hr left before it's time for me to go home. hooyeaaahh! shall walk back really fast so that i wont hv to be in the cold for a long time, and hv my body parts shrink, and nose all runny, and get back real quick so I wont miss much of ANTM. Im so happy monique got kicked out. she's such a whiny piece of *ahem* girl. seriously annoying. like, who talks for 4 hours when u hv other ppl wanting to use the bloody phone?!?! jeeezzz.. get a life sista. I like Brooke. yeah, and AJ (eh betul ga the name?), and the tomboy-ish twin. yuppp.... today is gonna be marathon tv. first it's ANTM, n then it's One Tree Hill (seriously Lucas shud just bloody talk to Brooke), and ends with Laguna Beach (i seriously hate Cami, and good on Kyndra being dumped by uber emo Tyler muahahaha). ok yes, i know im sad. but TV's gewwwwwddd!! n theeennnn baruuuu gw study ya? I hv an exam 2moro as usual. *pffbbtt* ill study 4 hrs tonite. yup, i will i will i will. i hope someone will keep me company online so i can chat while i study. because if i dont hv anyone to talk to, id seriously just start dozing off. not good. because kan, it's better to hv 4 hrs of studying mixed with chatting than 0 hrs of studying.

ok. this has got to stop. i WILL stop now. maaannnn, can i ramble on n on! oh well. ta!