letting out

it's good to let out ur frustration n voice out ur unhappiness. so that's what im gonna do now. as of 3 pm saturday october 21st, this is the list of what im currently unhappy abt.

rite now, im unhappy abt:

1. the weather being cold n grey. n that it has been raining. bodoh. not helping me to be happy n hv a happy weekend.
2. i didnt get to talk to mama when i called home last nite. ayah being his usual funny self helped a little.
3. the fact that raya is on a weekday, again. means i hv to go to class n then work for 6 hrs on the 1st day of raya.
4. hunger. but yeah, puasa, i know. whatev.
5. the fact that i cant be selfish when it comes to matters of the bf *sigh*
6. cell-phones and whatever phone. i hate them. i wish they dont exist so i dont hv the need to talk on the phone or txt. n that i dont hv to deal with bad connections when i really need to talk or me having to feel all pissy when my txt doesnt get there or it's being replied lambat. i hate phones.i seriously do. they hv only added to my misery.
7. annoying inconsiderate selfish egoistical childish bitch with low self esteem and distorted mind. (ok sorry, ramadhan, i know)
8. once again, im raya-ing without my family, excellent homemade food (that i dont hv to cook myself), and new baju raya. i love my kebayas. but i dont hv a new one.
9. raya cards. seriously. it's hard enough rayaing away fr home, but at least la it makes me happier if i actually get raya cards. but NOPPPPPEEE!!!! not one bloody raya card. not even one freaking lame ass E-raya card. n there's only one more day before raya. thanks a lot everyone. not like im asking for kuih raya to be mailed to me or something. kad raya je. stamp pun seringgit je kot. seriously. blaaaahh. n whatever i get after today doesnt count. im upset. i seriously am. i know its stupid but who gives a shit. i can be emotional abt raya cards if i want to.
10. indo movies. i hv to work my ass for me to be able to watch them *sigh* proves how u gotta rely on urself n not other ppl. if ure indonesian, n u happen to be reading this, n u hv new indonesian movies, pls email me. oh pls.

    ok that's all for the time being. it's only 3 pm. im sure ill hv more to add later. *phew* that kinda helped.

    **more as of 10.30 pm**

11. my suitemates' bf/male guests leaving the the toilet seat up. oi. this is a girls' bathroom. we pee sitting down. we dont stand up, hold our dick and shoot. oh n while ure at it, aim properly pls. im the one who has to scrub that toilet bowl everytime.
12. my eyebrow hair sprouting out as if it's gonna face extinction if it doesnt. im so tired of plucking yet i dont hv any choice since i dont wanna look like a man.
13. nothing good showing on tv. n seriously. back to back of the same movie? showing the same bloody movie twice? "special encore presentation" they claim. my ass. who the heck wants to watch speed 2 twice back to back? *ppfbbttt*
14. my current fascination: myspace music going totally lagging or whatever. i need my john west mind u.