horrible

It's a pretty horrible feeling, this. When ure expected to just understand. when ppl around u stand on the other side of the fence and tell u to cut some slack. just be understanding. so u sit in silence. sulking alone. u cant say anything cos ure not supposed to be asking for more. cos what ure getting is, god helps ur soul, more than what u think. more than just good enough. so in the end, what ure left with, is a pretty good dose of pathetic self doubt. so.. this is a pretty horrible feeling.