b r i n g i t o n

my posts hv been ultimately depressing. ive been annoyingly, irritatingly, depressingly emo. yeah, emo central. totally.
at this point, it's like, it's so much easier, so much more effortless to just be mellow, and bask in all the unhappiness and sadness. to just be sorrowful. so much easier than to make the extra effort to be happy. it's so much fucking work! like, the unhappiness just does not end! seriously. it just refuuuuusseesss to. one after another. im like this magnet for it or something. and sooooo... bring it on sista!!! what else do u wanna dump on me? bring it on... right this moment, nothing will surprise me anymore. depression, it just comes naturally. i do it effortlessly. the queen of sorrow is here to stay.

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Menangis hatiku
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- Beri Cinta Waktu, Maliq & d'essentials