.iRant.
im sick. it sucks. ive been sick a lot lately. finally went to the doctor just now. ayah dragged me. apparently it's an old infection which didnt quite go away. i just think my body's acting out cos my brain+heart are freaking out over the fact that i will leave KL in about 2 weeks. ive been freaking out since 2 weeks ago. im sure that's not good for the body. oh man, im totally dreading august 18th.
because i am aware that i will be leaving soon, im like, torn. i want to go out but i dont want to go out. i want to go out like all the time cos im all like, shit, im leaving soon. i wont get to see these people i love nanti. i wont get to do all these things. i wont get to go to all these places. but i also dont wanna leave the house. cos im all like, shit im gonna be away fr this house, from my room, for like another year or so. i dont wanna leave the house! so how? i want to go out, but i dont want to go out.
im going to suria 2moro. i have not been to suria much this time around. mr bf hates suria so i hv to drag myself to the other side of town. yeapp. i hate the other side of town. but oh well. love requires sacrifices. if ure not willing to make sacrifices, dont love. which reminds me that i have to watch love is cinta before i leave. im not a fan of i-think-he's-lame irw4nsy4h or her-mouth-looks-awkward-so-it-annoys-me ach4 but yeah, i went to see it the other day but i left about 30 min before the end. didnt wanna make my friend wait too long. yeah, im nice like that. so i gotta go n watch it so i get to know what happens in the end. i cant say the film is like, totally awesome but its ok. i need my dose of chick flicks. anything will do. no matter how crappy it is.
i need to shop. there's so many things i need (yeah ok, want, not need). gotta get my peep toes. my fitted cropped blazer. my patent pumps. my totally essential ballet flats. perhaps a new winter/fall jacket if zara or mng ada. was planning to get boots but i dont see any nice flat boots pun. so maybe not boots. big class bag cos bagpacks are practical but so uncool (i do use bagpacks so im uncool). souvenirs for the girls. pastu the food supplies lagi. that one's a must la kan. 1 year supply man. n ntah apa apa laginya. eeeehh im so gonna be broke. well, i am ALREADY broke. good thing i got my skinnies sudah so one down, gazillion more to go. if only money grows on trees cos ive got semakloads at home.
what's the capital or Iraq? 4fghan1stan. hehe. that cracks me up everytime cos i am/was so dumb, i did not know the answer. although i was smart enough to know it's definitely not 4fghan1stan. i am so shallow the news annoy me. u know what ive been watching a lot lately? ok get ready to laugh at me or cry for me. those shows on 77. adoption stories. little people big world (or maybe big world little people lupa), perfect proposal. wedding story. dress of your dreams. yeah, i would like to think that im not really that bad of a dork but it's hard not to when i know i watch all those shows and enjoy them like crazy. and while watching one of those wedding shows, i realized that "oh man, my turn wont come in a really lonnggg time, IF it ever comes at all." it's not like i am so ready to get married, hell no. i cant even see myself being married, at this point, i dont think i want to. but it'd be nice to know that my chances of getting married is not like, nonexistent. is it really?
ok, i think by now u shud know that im bored. cos i rant. i blame it on ayah. i was sleeping downstairs, he woke me up to make me go up to my room. now that im up, i cant sleep. so yeah, i blame it on ayah.
because i am aware that i will be leaving soon, im like, torn. i want to go out but i dont want to go out. i want to go out like all the time cos im all like, shit, im leaving soon. i wont get to see these people i love nanti. i wont get to do all these things. i wont get to go to all these places. but i also dont wanna leave the house. cos im all like, shit im gonna be away fr this house, from my room, for like another year or so. i dont wanna leave the house! so how? i want to go out, but i dont want to go out.
im going to suria 2moro. i have not been to suria much this time around. mr bf hates suria so i hv to drag myself to the other side of town. yeapp. i hate the other side of town. but oh well. love requires sacrifices. if ure not willing to make sacrifices, dont love. which reminds me that i have to watch love is cinta before i leave. im not a fan of i-think-he's-lame irw4nsy4h or her-mouth-looks-awkward-so-it-annoys-me ach4 but yeah, i went to see it the other day but i left about 30 min before the end. didnt wanna make my friend wait too long. yeah, im nice like that. so i gotta go n watch it so i get to know what happens in the end. i cant say the film is like, totally awesome but its ok. i need my dose of chick flicks. anything will do. no matter how crappy it is.
i need to shop. there's so many things i need (yeah ok, want, not need). gotta get my peep toes. my fitted cropped blazer. my patent pumps. my totally essential ballet flats. perhaps a new winter/fall jacket if zara or mng ada. was planning to get boots but i dont see any nice flat boots pun. so maybe not boots. big class bag cos bagpacks are practical but so uncool (i do use bagpacks so im uncool). souvenirs for the girls. pastu the food supplies lagi. that one's a must la kan. 1 year supply man. n ntah apa apa laginya. eeeehh im so gonna be broke. well, i am ALREADY broke. good thing i got my skinnies sudah so one down, gazillion more to go. if only money grows on trees cos ive got semakloads at home.
what's the capital or Iraq? 4fghan1stan. hehe. that cracks me up everytime cos i am/was so dumb, i did not know the answer. although i was smart enough to know it's definitely not 4fghan1stan. i am so shallow the news annoy me. u know what ive been watching a lot lately? ok get ready to laugh at me or cry for me. those shows on 77. adoption stories. little people big world (or maybe big world little people lupa), perfect proposal. wedding story. dress of your dreams. yeah, i would like to think that im not really that bad of a dork but it's hard not to when i know i watch all those shows and enjoy them like crazy. and while watching one of those wedding shows, i realized that "oh man, my turn wont come in a really lonnggg time, IF it ever comes at all." it's not like i am so ready to get married, hell no. i cant even see myself being married, at this point, i dont think i want to. but it'd be nice to know that my chances of getting married is not like, nonexistent. is it really?
ok, i think by now u shud know that im bored. cos i rant. i blame it on ayah. i was sleeping downstairs, he woke me up to make me go up to my room. now that im up, i cant sleep. so yeah, i blame it on ayah.
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4 Comments:
i know how you feel. i always got sick everytime i have to go leave hometown. don't worry, it's just psychosomatic :)
channel 77 rawkssss!!!! haahaha
since we're on the topic of iraq/afghanistan..you know what my mum asked us yesterday...eh what happened to Saddam eh?.....we all jsut cracked up...."erm...HE DIED!!"
eh tell your bf u nak balik wichita...bukan dia...so go to suria everyday...hahahah and teman me lunch!!! muahahahha
nurul : good to know im not the only one :)
miss TB : ur mom is too funny. n since armand isnt a fan of waking up early, mite be able to do lunches, if I can wake up early la hehe. then again its suria, dressing up is not required. can be all shabby.
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