hate is not too strong of a word
u know, sometimes i think to myself, "why do i even bother being considerate??" not like i'm getting anything out of it. not like i'm being loved more. not like i'm being appreciated. not like i'll get some fucking fancy award or prize. like, what-fucking-ev. my considerate self is pissing my fucking self off.
i need to be that cold hearted bitch again. i need to be selfish. to be as inconsiderate as i possibly can. if i'm not ur priority, i shouldn't make u mine. u OBVIOUSLY do not deserve any fucking bit of it!
yes, at this exact moment, i'm way fucking pissed. i'm so full of hatred and resentment. n yes, u deserve every fucking bit of THAT.
i need to be that cold hearted bitch again. i need to be selfish. to be as inconsiderate as i possibly can. if i'm not ur priority, i shouldn't make u mine. u OBVIOUSLY do not deserve any fucking bit of it!
yes, at this exact moment, i'm way fucking pissed. i'm so full of hatred and resentment. n yes, u deserve every fucking bit of THAT.
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11:13 PM
1 Comments:
re: one of those.
lord, jln TAR nearing raya is the pits, man. i wouldnt go there under normal circm inikan pula puasa. dengan panasnyer, dengan orangnye.
re: simpatilah.
last year i hantar u tak dapat. i shall try again this year, see how it goes eh? but i have to warn u, my companys raya card this year is the epitome of hideous.
re: really, if only & if only (contd)
i geddit. the first time around pun. i was scared. still am. that fantasy post of urs gave me the heebie jeebies. *shudder*
re: hate is not too strong of a word.
eh? ur bitch mode ade off button ke? mine takde. faulty kot. or mmg default mode. bcause its the only farking way i get to stay sane and avoid ppl walking all over me nowadays. being considerate is like an expensive bday present, give out sparingly.
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