.ingin.

one can wish. one can hope. one can pray.
oh why is a good surprise hard to come by.
the bad ones come knocking everyday.
oh why.

the sweet serenades just don't do it.
not anymore.
for beliefs were altered.
along with the numerous times the heart crumbled to pieces.

in this moment of struggled breath i try
to hold on to something.
is there really something, i wonder.

no, dear soul.
yang ku ingin itu pasti datang.
pasti. perlu.
bahagia itu aku yang punya.
senyum itu aku yang punya.
bukan mereka.
meski payah, i deserve everything.
karna cinta itu aku.

Aku ingin engkau s'lalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku

- "Tercipta Untukku", Ungu