. s o m e t h i n g .

"I'll call you later or something."
"I'll call you tonight or something."
"I'll call you this weekend or something."

I've heard it all before.
and it's always "something" instead of later/tonight/this weekend.
which translates to "no calls"
yeah. something.

Everyday I get comments on how skinny I've gotten.
Every single day.
At least there's something constant.
Definite.
Even though it's not something I want to hear.

Ne-Yo came. I wish I had gone to see him.
But I didn't.
Instead I listen to my favorite song of his: Part Of The List over and over again.
It's been 4 days now.
Anytime. Anywhere.
Same song. Looping.
That's something.