. i n h a l e . e x h a l e .

So I thought I was strong enough.
I thought I'd be okay.
But boy, oh boy, was I wrong.
How I crumbled.
Bit by bit.
Now all my fragile strength is gone.

So here I am.
Back to square one.
Working hard to focus on this dog shit pile of work.
Right up to my neck.
At the same time, trying hard not to cry.
It's quite tiring.
To put on a smile as if everything's fine and dandy.
Keep a straight face.

So who am I to say that none of it was ever worth the risk.
But I've long been on my way.
Believing that you are the only exception.

Always, always.