. e v e n t s .

Sometimes in life, certain events happen.
Events that could strike as monumental.
Events that make you ponder.
Enlightening at times.
Good or bad, it makes you wonder.
What have you done or haven't done for that matter, to deserve such events to happen in your life.

Example.
You're driving in the rain and suddenly you have a flat tire.
You try to call everyone who you think is in the vicinity who could probably help you out.
Nobody picks up the phone.
You sit in the car, frustrated.
You wonder, what did you do to deserve this.

Example.
You go home on a horrid day.
You walk in and see a box with a huge bow.
Your mom says it's dropped off for you.
You open it and see happiness in that very box.
Through flared nostrils from trying not to cry, you wonder.
Did you do enough to finally get a U-turn for happiness?

Mere examples.
Bak kata disclaimer from cerita Melayu : tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup atau mati.
Events.
2010 is coming to an end.
Pretty eventful year.
I don't want to look back and reflect the good and bad.
Quite insignificant at this very moment.
No, not right now.
Perhaps I'll do that some other time.
A few more days left.
I pray for good events.
More happiness in a box.
I have faith.
I deserve it.

"At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like, one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed.
The castle… well, it may not be a castle. And, it’s not so important that it’s happy ever after. Just that it’s happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in a while… people may even take your breath away." - Meredith Grey

p/s: now take my breath away.